Evil is on the rise.

"Flame of Anger" - Maivala

Any dolt with half a brain,

Can see that human kind has gone insane...

To the point where I don't know,

If I'll upset the status quo

If I throw poison in the water main...

Listen close to everybody's heart,

And hear that breaking sound...

Hopes and dreams are shattering apart,

And crashing to the ground.

I cannot believe my eyes,

How the world's filled with filth and lies,

But it's plain to see--

Evil inside of me--

Is on the rise....

- Dr Horrible.

Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog

I have begin this frivolous study of the economy and the government.  I have never been one for "conspiracy theories," but the more and more I read/see, the more I start to believe I've taken to them.  I can't help but wish I would of never started this long journey of lies and hate.

We are not living in the world our Forefathers dreamed of us living in...or are we?

Money seems to be the big talker in today's life.  You either have it or you don't.  Plain as that.

Our middle class has decomposed so quickly and so endlessly, that there is nothing left to recognize it by.  Has our government really been lying to us and cheating us our whole lives?  What is it that they really don't want us to know about?  Scary questions with horrific answers.  I know more about debt (not only American citizen's, but the Nation's as well), than I did about four months ago...and I really wish I could take it all back and live a life of bliss and ignorance just like the rest of this Nation seems to be doing.

Another idea--

My father is the most ignorant, closed minded bigot I have ever met.  That's no hyperbole...I'm dead serious.  Don't get me wrong, I love the man.  After-all, he is my father.  I just don't understand why every conversation with him he has to negate me to the point where I will not speak to him for days.  Things he says that make absolutely no sense...I try to relate to with something I know from FACTUAL observation...but I couldn't be more ignorantly incorrect in his eyes.  This man has no job, no contractual obligation(s) of any sort, enough convicted felonies I can count on one hand, is disabled from riding bulls for twenty-two years, listens to Rush Limbaugh (which I actually cried when I heard he was in the hospital...they were tears of joy...but tears none-the-less) and is an avid smoker of sorts that just recomposed himself from a three year fight with lung cancer (which did leave him dead on an operating table for three minutes).

When I married my high-school sweetheart (we have been happily married four years this June) a week after I graduated high school, I could not be happier to get out of this sleepy hick town.  I soon started to regret the fights I had with my father while I was in high school and prior...but now that my husband and I are back in this horrible Podunk town, I forgot the reasons why I was prepared to leave.

My father is not one to let you think for yourself (hence the bigot).  It is either his way of thinking or you're going to burn in hell.

News flash from 2010--Praying over Pork Chops at dinner time does not mean you're going to Heaven.

My father thinks Rush Limbaugh is a saint.

Truth is, Rush Limbaugh is nothing more than a snobby and lonely rich dick who wants nothing more than to be remembered as the faggot who stole your lunch money.  WHY my father follows this man as if he were Jesus, I will never understand.  My father is a STRONG right-wing conservative asshole who is poor and a convicted felon...they just don't match up.

He [my father] does nothing more than sit in his lay-z-boy and watch Fox News all day, cussing liberals and being as racist as possible.

He is not allowed to see our children.  You know something's wrong, then.

You would think he would change.

He doesn't care.

He once cost me an EXCELLENT job I had because he wanted me to do what HE wanted.  I told him I had deadlines..."I don't give a f*."   I told him he was, in fact, going to get me fired..."Oh well."  According to him I had no real job, anyway.

That's real hillarious...because the last time I checked, you never HAD a job.  In fact, wasn't it you who never even made it past the 8th grade?  On YOUR side of the family, dear sir, I was the first to graduate high school.  I even remember my grandmother crying when she found out I was going to college.  That was a first for the *insert maiden name here* family, also.  My sister, eighteen years older than myself, didn't do anything with her life, either.  I'm the one riding on three degrees to your none.  I think the ball is in my court, and I think I'm the one with the right to say anything.

I am so alike my father it tears us apart.  The only difference is, I think for myself.  I encourage free-thinking--I ENCOURAGE you to think for yourself!!!

I don't let the broadcasting media brainwash me so far past oblivion that I can't recognize when I'm being lied to.

I know when you're pulling wool over MY eyes.

I love my father...

This country has had it's own long time coming...and now we, as a Nation, must live with what a couple of ignorantly blind fools have invited over.  We have to share our beds with this filthy creature while it robs our piggy banks and tries our clothes on without permission.

We are falling apart, Nation...and there's no stopping it, now.  We are on the biggest crash course to disaster anyone has ever seen. 

Acedia is tearing us apart. 

Greed is tearing us apart. 

Gluttony is tearing us apart.

 

Aren't those like...I don't know...already THREE of the seven deadly sins?  Not to mention Pride, Sloth, Extravagance.  Our season finale is coming up quick...are you proud with what you have become?